Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Will I Ever Get to Relax???

I feel like I have been on pins and needles for months. 

Waiting for cycle to begin after false polyp surgery...will I be able to finish IVF before school starts?
Waiting for retrieval...are there any eggs to retrieve?
Waiting for embryo transfer...will any eggs be viable and strong enough to implant?
Waiting for pregnancy test...will it be positive?
Waiting for ultrasound...is there a sac, heartbeat, baby??
Waiting for 2nd ultrasound...is there STILL a heartbeat?

RELAX
PRAISE THE LORD

For 3 days at least....

Today I had my appointment with my OB. She explained that normally they would do an ultrasound right there in her office but since she had a CONCERN abut the LOCATION of the BABY,
she would like for me to go to the hospital to have it done, as their machines are better than the ones in her office.
She was looking over the pictures and feels that the baby is located dangerously close to the fallopian tube. It is definitely implanted in the uterus but it is near the entrance where the tube and uterus meet. The uterine lining is much thinner in that location making it difficult to support a baby at times. Basically, there will be nothing that can be done if her suspicions are proven accurate. Lots of monitoring and prayer that my uterus doesn't RUPTURE. Great.

Well there it is...I don't know why I expect ANYTHING on this journey to go smoothly.
I guess I am just meant to hit every single teeny tiny bump in the road.

I am not sure what to say except we would love your prayers. I am not sure of the exact ultrasound date but it will be within the next week or so. Please pray for peace for me, but more importantly for a healthy baby. A baby that will be able to be carried to full term. 

2 comments:

Jolina said...

Praying my friend!!

Britnie said...

Thanks Jolina! I have peace! It's in His hands. (; Miss you!!!